Hello everyone. I'm sure most regular SOL readers know something about me and my background. For better or worse, I'm out there with it enough. And I've received a number of emails asking me where am I? What's going on? The answer is, I'm taking a break. A break from writing. A break from blogging. A break from the cyber sex. And even a break from my many SOL cyber friends, who I'm not going to name but they all know who they are. It's just gotten to be too much and my brand new shrink strongly recommends it.
I was going to go into a whole big deal about my experience here but who cares? Let me just say it's been wonderful for a bunch of reasons, and even led to my losing my virginity at Wimbledon, but I also didn't deal well with being attacked...something that's never happened before in my life. And in spite of the many letters of support...and I mean many...I'm not a writer and I don't have a thick skin and I couldn't shrug them off and the attacks hurt, OK? So in that regard, the haters won.
And I never counted on the time consumption. Damn. How does anyone get anything done around here? And the more friends I made, the more I wanted to talk with them.
My priorities in my life are my studies in international law, tennis and cross-training and now working on overcoming my sexual issues. And it would also be nice if I could make a couple of girlfriends, so I'd have someone to talk to besides my incredible older friends Frederick and Beverly. Oh, and I've recently stopped my hi risk pickup behavior. I miss it already but it's a miracle I've never been beaten, raped or worse and I think I just need to make some changes.
But I'll be back. This has mostly been too much fun. But the truth is...and I never thought I'd hear myself saying this...at the moment I'm not even feeling sexual. I haven't felt unsexual since I was 9 years old. So it's really time to take a break.
Love and sex,
Chandra of Miami!