I'm not particularly afraid of talking to crowds. But dealing with individual people sends me into a panic attack. I've listened to and made sure to erase the only two recordings of my voice that I'm aware of because I don't like my speaking voice. So I have a strange hesitance to attempt a podcast. Not that I'm well enough organized to do any sort of podcast. Conveying information in a coherent fashion obviously isn't my strong suite. And now it has been more than five years since I have posted any fiction because I don't want to do anything that isn't perfect... Nor do I want to start posting anything that I don't consider properly finished. And the weakest part of my writing is endings... Yet it is something I don't even know how to practice.