Chapter 224

June 15, 2018 (Friday)

Dear Ms. Diary,

I woke to a wonderful feeling like I had had a great weight taken from my shoulders. Once I was more cognizant, I realized that the feeling was true. That caused me to think of the last thing I remember, which was lying on my front, Brett’s knees straddling my hips, and his cock semi-pounding into me from behind. Fuck, that was good.

Surprisingly, I did not feel an urgent need to pee, so stayed on my back with my eyes closed and relived some of the loving ... no fucking session Brett gave me last night. I knew I’d owe Gracey and Liya for delaying their night with Brett, but that was worth it. And I had needed it.

Words in my ear made me realize yet again that Lana has come to know me very well.

“Are you remembering Brett fucking you into the bed? If you’re not, you should be. I made myself cum twice watching that. Goddess, I can’t wait until he has Charlie-level stamina, because I’d love it some night to have him screw many of us into the bed like that. That looked fucking incredible! You must have thought that, too, as I’ve never seen you pass out from an orgasm before.”

“I think that was the first time ... ever. I’m ... I’m sor...”

“Stop it. All of us have come to know you much better, Beth, and we all understand that it would be impossible for you not to have some foibles to balance your leadership skills. What you need to understand is that you scared us. We didn’t know why you were ... being that way. I’m so glad Gracey figured it out, but I’m sure more than just me was wondering if you weren’t losing it ... in something of a less-than-temporary fashion.”

I sighed, then responded, “I didn’t understand, either. I didn’t realize that I had gotten to be something like that over the Brit situation. Gracey ... I love her so much. She usually rocks along without complaining, without putting herself forward, but occasionally she pulls something like that out of her brain. She truly is a brainiac, but almost no one realizes it. She ... had a better GPA in middle school than I did.”

“I believe that, and I understand what you mean about her being ... underappreciated for her smarts and problem-solving. I’m going to change subjects, so hold on ... Ah, well, hold that thought. I think we have incoming.”

“I think you’re right. They haven’t done this for a while.”

“I think they’re missing sleeping with us, even when Brett is in the bed. I wish they were just a bit older. I ... I’ve been thinking about this, and I’m more than willing to share Brett with them ... if that’s something they want.”

Since I could now hear two, no, three sets of feet on the stairs down from the first floor, I quickly agreed with Lana.

A soft voice came out of the hallway, “Is anyone awake?”

I was surprised when Brett responded, “No, but you may join us, anyway, but I’m going to open my eyes in only 15 seconds this time.”

I could hear bare feet on the floor as Maren, said, “I love you, Brett.”

As I rolled toward Brett and began to put an arm over him, he responded, “I love you, Maren.”

I finished tucking myself into him as Civ walked across the bed and forced her way under the covers between Lana and me. I skootched more into Brett to give her more room but furrowed my brow when she did not get under the covers, so I rotated my torso a bit to look at her. She was sitting on what had been my pillow, with her back against the headboard, and the sheet pulled up to her waist.

“I’m awake,” she whispered at me, “and I’m just going to sit here surveying my domain. Beth, this truly is the best domain I can imagine, and I could not have imagined this in my wildest dreams before I met you girls. Of course, I didn’t have wild dreams, then. Umm, I’ve ... never used this word out loud, before, but it somehow seems appropriate. I fucking love this.”

That caused me to start in near shock and I heard Lana whisper, “Holy fuck.”

Civ quietly said, “Wow. That felt ... really weird. Beth, I hope you aren’t disappointed in me.”

“I’m not. How could I be when I use the term not terribly infrequently? I will say that I didn’t expect that to come out of your mouth at the time.”

“It’s just that ... I’ve become ... extremely happy here. I love my parents, all three of them, particularly now that we’ve got a ... more-equal relationship that’s not so much like the usual parent-child relationship. Maren and I had an ... amazing ... simply amazing discussion with them the other night. I’m not sure I should share any of it with you, as there was ... lots of personal stuff from our parents. There’s still an obvious parent-child aspect to it, but it’s now what I imagine your relationship with your ... three parents was like when I met you. They’re becoming really ... open with us, even Mo ... Kalina-Mom and Dad. Did you find your relationship with your parents last year to be ... satisfying?”

“Very much so, Civ, so I think I know precisely what you mean. However, they were ... in my opinion then ... less than satisfying – although better than that of most of the kids I knew then – when I was your age.”

“Yes, that’s precisely why I find them so satisfying. They’re treating Maren and me like we’re, I don’t know, perhaps upperclassmen in high school or, like ... Kalina-Mom said the other night, like we’re visiting after graduating from college and are having our first truly adult conversations with them. And I’m only 12. Very ... very ... satisfying.”

Brett said, “That sounds wonderful, Civ. I’ve only recently come to have discussions like that with my parents, and that was due almost entirely to ... the LA, of which you’re such an important part. Civ, I frequently find myself wishing you and Maren were just a couple of years older, as we wouldn’t have to keep so much from you and there probably wouldn’t be the ... tension that’s present in some of our discussions because we don’t want your parents to keep you from being with us. I told Maren I love her, Civ, because I do. You two are like ... the younger sisters I never had but with a bit of ... sexual tension thrown into the mix.”

Civia sounded flabbergasted, but eventually asked, “You ... think of me ... of us ... at least somewhat like that?”

“Yes. You’re both lovely young women and you fit in so ... perfectly with the rest of us ... despite your age, that it’s difficult not to think of ... you two in somewhat of the same vein of how I think of my wives.”

“B-but I d-don’t even have ... breasts.”

“Civ,” he responded, “I’ve told you this before. Breasts do not make a woman ... or a girl interesting. The girl ... or woman makes her breasts interesting. And you and Maren are so much more interesting than a lot of the girls with whom I go to school. I’d gladly take you and Maren over nearly every girl at school, even the older ones and even the ones with breasts, which is virtually all of them, of course.”

From the west end of the bed, Maren quietly said, “Brett, we both owe you hugs, although I’m tempted to crawl over there and give you one, now.”

“Oh, no,” he shot back. “I couldn’t take those lovely breasts of yours naked against my chest. I might die of shock. Ack! No. You’ll have to stay on that end of the bed.”

That caused Maren to inhale sharply, and then giggle. Many of us chuckled, and Civia responded, “Brett. I just cannot imagine a better husband for our sisters. You’re so much like Charlie and ... Jeff.”

“Thanks, Civ. I treasure that comparison, as I think they’re among the nicest, most wonderful guys I’ve ever met.”

Celeste made her awareness evident by responding, “Civ, he is, and he’s getting very good at ... other parts of the husband-wives relationship.”

Maren squeaked, then asked, “You mean sex? Right?”

“I do. Does that ... shock you or concern you?”

“No. Not at all. He better be getting good at it with ... all the practice he’s gotten and caused us to miss sleeping with everyone.”

Lana said loudly enough for Maren to hear on the west end of the bed, “Beth and I were just beginning to discuss that topic when we heard your feet on the stairs coming down from the second floor. We’d only started, but I think we’ll be having a discussion soon about you rejoining us in bed at night. You must understand that we’ll probably be unwilling to make that option available to you until we get more ... of the full experience with Brett. You might need to wait until July, but you might not. Perhaps you’ll sleep with us tonight. We’ll see where our discussion leads us.”

“Thanks, Lana, but remember that Padme now needs to be included.”

“I haven’t forgotten, Maren.”

The discussion with the young girls had obviously woken ... or encouraged some to wake, perhaps, before they would have, but no one complained. After Lana’s last response, most of us seemed to fall into cogitation, or I was projecting what I was doing onto the others. The result of my cogitation was that I realized that I was getting less and less concerned about the young girls being with us and that I’d have to redouble my efforts to ... moderate their enthusiasm if I wanted to be able to face the Paleceks. I understood that our rules for the girls were more stringent than the ones that their parents promulgated, but I wanted our rules to be what they might have preferred and which the girls obviously wanted given their decision not to be naked around Brett. While they like to push things, like this morning, they truly believe in their rules, that they’re not ready for full nudity with Brett ... or the various dads involved with the sexual LA, about which they also know.

That led me to ponder how ... comfortable Civ and Maren are with talking as much about sex as we do, even though we keep those discussions away from specifics as much as possible. I’m fully cognizant that those two are much more ... mature than I was at their ages, and I have little doubt that a lot of that was due to our influence. I’m certain that most girls of their temporal age – rather than their mental age – may well have jumped at being naked with Brett and would never have reconsidered it, like those two had.

I smiled internally as I wondered how long this ... conservative decision of theirs would hold them, and if they could truly keep it going until Civ turned 14 about a year-and-a-half from now. I smiled, because I couldn’t imagine me holding to that had I had their experience as well as my desires for ... Dad and Brett that had manifested when I was Maren’s age. That got me thinking back to, essentially, seducing Rhee and how that led to Heather, then Gracey and Liya, then ... in a solid, easily followed path to where I lay in bed ... wrapped around my husband and with my many wives arrayed around me. I felt even more wonderful as I snuggled more fully into Brett and then felt Civ’s hand pet my head in response.

Very, very quietly, she repeated, “I fucking love this.”

With Brett agreeing to roll over onto his front, the three young girls exited the bed and went upstairs to visit a bathroom and to get what we call dressed when they were in Brett’s presence. In their absence, Brett hit the bathroom, donned a Katherine panty, and all of us went upstairs for breakfast.

Cold cereal was on the menu, and as I looked up from my raisin bran, I asked Kaira, “How was your first night as an LA member?”

“Umm, it didn’t start well, but I ... very much enjoyed watching ... the ... show Brett and you put on. I ... hadn’t seen sex, before, that was ... that manic without also being very angry.”

“Oh. That reminded you of ... your father raping your sisters?”

“Only somewhat, and only because of ... the intensity, I guess. Despite the intensity being similar, it was still very obvious that Brett loves you very much, that he was ... fucking you like that only because he felt you needed that. You did. Right?”

I nodded, and added vocal confirmation, “I very much did, and that’s the first time that Brett’s done that for me. You were there when Charlie did that for me the last time I needed it. Do you understand, now, why Brett was more than willing to watch that without objecting?”

“I do. I understand ... a lot more about sex than I did then, but I hardly knew anything, then, other than disguised brutality.”

“Yes. That was something that we didn’t know at the time, so I’m afraid I reacted poorly to your comments.”

“I know. I’ve also figured out that you needed that because of what I had asked of you. I couldn’t have asked anything other than that from you, because that was the only way I could see to help keep Padme alive. I’m so glad that your father offered me a different option.”

“Kaira, many of us are still unsure of you despite that all of us have begun liking you quite a bit. You also need to understand that we’ve accepted no one else into the LA with whom we’ve been friends for such a short time. We’ve grandfathered you in because Padme so obviously fits with Civ and Maren, but I know you understand that.

“Please don’t play a character for us. Be the you that your sister loves so dearly, and we’ll probably all consider you more than sufficiently a friend to welcome you non-provisionally into the LA. Most full LA members are accepted into the sexual portion of the LA, but I suspect that few of us would be comfortable with you having that level of access as a provisional member.”

“Yes, Beth, I’m aware of that. Liya explained that last night, not that I had expectation of anything else.”

She stared into my eyes and was so obviously preparing to say something at least relatively important, that no one else spoke as she studied me.

“Beth, I’m ... more than a bit in awe of you. Had I had your knowledge, intelligence, and sheer courage, I would have dealt with our father in India. I could not figure out how to do that, but ... was also worried that I’d spend the rest of my life in prison or lose my life immediately. I ... chickened out and because I did, he possibly murdered one or two of my sisters, murdered my mother, and scared my favorite sister. I am in your debt for making...”

I interrupted her, saying, “You have no debt to me.”

Much more emphatically, she retorted, “Yes, I do. Without you and your ... family, we would certainly have been found and killed, as we had no idea what to do. Padme and I will pay you back in the only types of payment you’ll accept: our friendship and love forever. From this day forward, you need only ask, and if it is something we can do for you, we will do it. We consider you the head of your family, thus you may also ask anything of us for any of them. And, by ‘family’ we mean everyone in this compound, not just those two people in the W to whom you are related. And by ‘everyone in this compound’ we mean everyone in this compound, now, and everyone who ever lives in this compound with you. We understand that you ... and your spouses ... are probably not finished with adding to your family, so every future family member, either new recruits or children of your bodies, we will consider as being your family.”

I glanced at Padme, and she nodded emphatically at me.

I stared into Kaira’s eyes as she had stared into mine and I considered her words, for the first time, from her point of view. Hers and Padme’s. If the shoe were on the other foot, I am sure I would feel precisely as she apparently does, so after nearly a minute of cogitating, I responded.

“That is acceptable but know that we did none of what we did for reward, but solely because you and your sister were in need. Certainly, it helped that we liked your sister, but we’d have done that for any other member of the team or anyone else we knew.”

“I can assure you that we are both aware of that, but what you don’t seem to see is that it is precisely that which is why we need to reward you. While your risk seemed minimal, it was not zero and you acted as if it did not matter that it was not zero, thus you put your lives on the line for us. Our ancestors would disown us if we did not reward you for your actions. While we have ... jettisoned most of our ... former beliefs, we have not done so for all of them. We are, in at least some small part, still Indian. Well, Bharat. We are still of Bharat in at least some ways.”

We cut off further discussion as we had to prepare for practice, but it would be light and primarily involve planning for the Paradise game next Tuesday. And that was a good thing, as the 9:00 temperature was predicted to be in the mid-80s, with the temperature rising to the low 90s before noon. Oh, and sunny, of course.

At lunch, with all LA members other than Katie present, I said, “I don’t want to call an official LA meeting, but I’d like a discussion that involves what Kaira and Padme expect of membership here, how we can ... accommodate our new members, and what things we haven’t yet told them that we probably should. I’d like to start with Padme. What do you expect? What do you want out of membership?”

Padme put her soup spoon down and considered my questions. Yes, we were eating soup on a hot, sunny day, but it was the gazpacho recipe that we had recently used, and which had been such a hit then. Since it was also ridiculously easy, we made a huge batch that would keep us in cold soup for a while, and given the number of us, that was a huge batch of soup.

“I’d like to keep developing my friendships with everyone, particularly with Civ and Maren. I want to be assigned regular tasks as the other members are given. Once Kaira and I are sure that we are no longer in danger, I want us to...” She looked at Kaira and asked, “What was that word you used about ... everything dealing with our living situation?”

“Regularize.”

“Yes, I want to regularize our living situation, which means buying more clothes for both of us, settling our legal situation, and determining how much money we have so we know what we can do. Most of all, I want to return to playing for the team. I miss that so much.”

I looked at Kaira, and she added, “Garamai has promised to connect us with others in the firm for which she works who deal with financial aspects, which are not Garamai’s specialty. I most want to show you, not just you, Beth, but everyone, that I belong here, that I am ... much like many of you. I ... have a request of you, though.”

I glanced around the table to see curious miens, so I told her, “Go ahead.”

“This is for me, only. I ... would like to continue my ... instruction about ... sex. I truly wish to ... have ... relationships in the compound ... like all of you have. I’ve come to like ... no, love very much what you’ve shown me about sex, and I’d like to know whatever anyone in the compound would care to teach me.”

I closed my eyes to think for a few seconds, then opened them and answered, “It would be impossible for you to live here as an adult and not learn more about sex, as it’s a very important aspect of our lives here and we’re generally open about it, with a lot of the sex taking place with an audience. It’s not the most important aspect, but it’s a highly important one. You’re also free to request similar instruction from the parents. Sandy would probably love to continue teaching you, and she would very much love to have you be one of Dad’s lovers. Is that where you want to be?”

“Yes, but I ... want even more than that. I’m not sure, yet, of what I want regarding sex, but I may be interested in something like ... Sandy’s position.”

That caused a few of us to drop spoons and/or stare at Kaira.

I asked, “Do I take you to mean that you are thinking about being a ... compound Sex Slave?”

With her head held high, she responded, “I would have to learn very much more than I know now, but I ... might like that ... position. I’m ... unsure, but Sandy told me that she’d be happy to teach me much about pleasing ... both guys and girls and to ... show me what being the compound’s Sex Slave would be like. She said it requires at least something of a ... submissive personality, but not a completely submissive one, and she was adamant about that. She told me that she ... volunteered for the position because she knows that ... none of her family would truly degrade her, and that she found it fun not knowing what to expect. She also said that ... you girls would probably think the same way as the other parents and would not wish to ... demean me.”

Meka answered, “We discussed some of that up on the mountain the other day. Some of us would enjoy having fun with you in that position, but none of us are truly dominants, despite that some of us do like the little kick they get out of ordering Sandy to do things they know she likes. You know that no one in the compound would truly consider you a slave, so if that’s the aspect that you...”

“No! I think I want precisely what Sandy has. I very much ... enjoyed the ... sex that Katherine and Brett did with me, both giving me ... umm ... minor orders and doing whatever they wanted with me, none of which I found at all objectionable ... and... very pleasurable.” She turned to Padme and asked, “Would you be okay with that?”

“I don’t know, Kai,” she answered with a bit of a whine. “I don’t really know what’s involved with ... sex ... stuff. I certainly wouldn’t want you ... hurt or made to do something you didn’t want. I ... think ... it might be okay if it’s only ... stuff you ... like a lot.”

“It is, Padme.” She closed and opened her eyes slowly in obvious remembrance of pleasure, “It is only stuff that I like a lot. Sandy says there’s never pain involved, and that no one does to her anything that she doesn’t truly enjoy. I ... sort of wish you were older so I could explain ... more clearly, but the ... compound has rules about ages regarding sex and ... sex information. Those rules might be different for you because, once the legal stuff is done, I’ll be your legal parent, so Sandy said I could be justified in explaining anything you wanted to know that I was willing to ... tell you. She also said that it may be better to be ... more ... expansive in what I tell you rather than less. She said that she had some ... very explicit conversations about sex with Beth when she was your age. Unfortunately for us, I know much, much less about sex than Sandy knew when Beth was 13.”

Padme gazed at her sister across the table, then nodded slowly, and said, “Let’s put that ... all that off until you know more, I guess. However, despite my ... fears about ... sex, I now understand that most men do not treat ... women or girls the way our father did. Beth and the other girls obviously enjoy sex very much, and I ... trust them.”

“As do I. We can do that, Padme, my sister.”

I took the floor back, and told Padme, “Coach has said that if the police capture the other guy before Monday, that everyone will be very happy to have you back at practice then. She was insistent, though, that you keep yourself safe over taking part in practice or even games. Many of the girls told me that they’re very much looking forward to you rejoining the team.”

Padme almost lost it, but managed to maintain emotional control, although a tear or two did streak down her cheeks.

“Padme, Kaira, we’re visiting Armoire tomorrow to get you both more clothes. Don’t worry about the expense, as Sandy’s covering the costs. In case you haven’t figured it out, she has a very ... wide definition of the word ‘daughter,’ one that includes everyone here or resident here of whatever duration. I suggest that you could make her happiest by not trying to repay her ... with money, but by showing her the new clothes you get.”

Kaira smiled widely at Padme, saying, “Beth is quite correct, so we will model some of our new clothing for her tomorrow upon our return. Okay?”

Padme nodded, so I continued with, “We’ll be picking up a few items there, also, but we have a new ... It’s not a problem, just an ... odd thing we must consider. Padme, yesterday on the ride home from the game, I invited Mia and her sister ... you remember Taylor. Right?” When she nodded, I added, “I invited the two of them to spend the day with us sometime. We were supposed to figure out a date in the future, as she said her mom likes planning ahead, very much like Civ’s mom. Heather had suggested to Mia that she let her mom know that an invitation from us was coming. Mia pulled me aside after practice today and told me that her mom had talked quite a bit with Kalina and Emma, Civ’s and Maren’s moms, at one of the games and the result was that Mia, and even Taylor, are allowed to visit with us here anytime that we wished to invite them.”

“Hah,” Maren exclaimed. “It’s obvious that my mom has gotten to her mom as that’s exactly what Mom told me when I first met these girls, that I was welcome to be here anytime they invited me, and that all I had to do was let her know where I was!”

I confirmed, “Yes. Mia was nearly shocked by her mom’s pronouncement, so I suggested the two girls visit us tomorrow. It’s supposed to be hot, a perfect day for the new pool, and I think we’d all welcome a stress-free day with our friends. Would that be okay with you, Padme?”

We all had a wonderful time in the pool. We female girls had decided to wear suits, so we didn’t make the young girls jealous by skinny-dipping. None of us have particularly skimpy swimsuits, although Heather did wear a narrow tube instead of the top that goes with the bottom she wore. We again gave Kaira dispensation, and she immediately doffed what she had worn out to the pool, which was a panty and a tube since she had no swimsuits here ... or anywhere. I greatly enjoyed the carefree time, with everyone smiling and having fun, after such a long, stressful three weeks of worry about our charges.

When the sun got too hot and we had mostly exhausted ourselves, we retreated to the pavilion, which is where Dad found us when he got home from work.

“Good afternoon, girls.”

Various of us greeted him in a variety of ways, but I was a little surprised when Kaira strode over to him and hugged him.

“Welcome home, honored father of ... so many here.”

He responded, “You need to spend more time around these girls in my presence. If you do, you’ll learn that most of those girls are disturbingly irreverent with me.”

Neither Kaira nor Padme seemed to get that he was joking, but Rhee took the opportunity to prove our irreverence.

She strode up to him, cut between Kaira and Dad, and began unbuttoning his shirt, saying, “You’re horribly overdressed for being by the pool, Dad.”

He allowed her to remove his button-down shirt, leaving him topless but objected when she began trying to unbuckle his belt. She smacked the hands that tried to stop her and continued with her task, Dad suitably chastened.

“Kai ... We don’t know if that’s Padme’s personal nickname for you or not, but would either of you object to us using it?”

“It is not solely Padme’s to use, and I would appreciate the ... familiarity that you girls using it would imply. Are you going to strip him naked?”

“No, I’m simply removing the clothing that is excess to need for the locale.”

While she and Kai had been discussing nicknames, she had removed the belt and unbuttoned his slacks, after which she had knelt before him and removed his shoes and socks.

Once she was standing before him again, she said, “Kai, one thing that a compound Sex Slave might regularly do is dress or undress various of us to allow someone like Dad to be appropriately clothed, either for where he is heading or, like here, for where he is. If you like, you could finish the task I started, although keep in mind the young girls’ presence. They are not permitted to see any of the guys fully naked.”

Padme asked, “Kai?”

“Don’t worry, Padme, this is ... precisely the sort of instruction I wanted from the girls on the subject we discussed. Rhee, it’s my understanding that Charlie’s ... pelvis must remain covered in the presence of the young girls, but that if they are not present, I would strip him to his skin. Yes?”

“Exactly. One of your tasks, and it’s a task that all of us must do, is to respect the wishes of our young girls that they do not see things that they have chosen not to see, but which they truly would love to see regularly. You must also consider any visitors present and modify your actions relative to your knowledge of what they know about us here and how they would expect all of us to act and present themselves. For example, the visitors that will be here this evening, all of whom are parents of LA girls, do not know of the nudity and sex policies of the compound as a whole, so being overly discreet is better than being too brazen in their presence. You would strip or clothe Dad only when the only people present to observe your actions know fully of compound life. When you remove Dad’s slacks, be aware that, although Dad’s penis will be at least somewhat evident once his pants are off, that ... presentation is not at all different than he would have were he wearing one of his swim trunks. However, you should avoid, as best you can, exciting him, making him erect, as that would be quite different and would be more sexual than the young girls are permitted. If they’re not present, though, feel free to do with him whatever you wish and to which he would agree.”