My First Time

he first time I met Derek, I was attracted to him. He was tall. His dark hair looked shiny and soft. It was almost black. When he looked at me with those deep green eyes, my heart would pound a bit harder. The sun darkened his skin. His muscular arms were etched with tattoos displaying beautiful artwork. I always imagined what it would be like to be held by him, touched by him. Those lips of his were smooth, kissable. Oh, I dreamed of my first kiss being with him. He was my desire. There were a few problems with my fantasy. Derek is my step-brother. We don't live together. He's a few years older than me. I met him when I was in high school. My mom married his dad. It was always difficult for me to be normal around Derek because I was so sexually attracted to him. I was very quiet. I didn't really know how to handle myself around him. It's not that I was experienced and would seduce him. I was a kid without boyfriends and any experience in the sex arena. So, anyway, I kept my distance. As fate would have it, right after my high school graduation, our parents went on a week trip. They decided that I wasn't responsible enough to take care of the house for the week so they enlisted Derek to stay. Ahhh! He would see me all day, every day, for a week! I was mortified, yet enticed. So it all began.

Derek was the sexiest guy I had ever seen. I'd never been so close to a man so sexy. We even got to sit on the couch next to each other. I was in paradise. Well, I really had no idea what paradise was like until a day or two into Mom's vacation. We were both in the kitchen the night of my first time. I wasn't trying to get his attention or anything. Oh, I haven't described myself yet! I'm not tall. My hair is dark brown, kind of red. I like it long- mid back. I always thought that was a sexy way to wear hair. I have brown eyes. My breasts are definitely large for my body. I was always a little self-conscious of them (until Derek). I have a small waist that's a little curvy at the hips. My waist was my prized body part — weird? I keep it fit. So there's me!