Chapter 1

}Dear Daughter Sarah

Ever since she started puberty, she has teased me, sometimes lying on the couch with me in her short, thin night shirt and pantys, I sure wanted to touch her cute little breasts, but I wouldn’t. Why not, well she was only my stepdaughter, and I was afraid her mom would find out and I would go to jail, when she was 14, I was lying on the bed, at her mom’s apartment, we were separated, nude on my back, just out of the shower, resting before going to work. She was 14 at the time, came into the bedroom room and rubbed her breasts on me, starting on my penis and balls, then up to my hairy chest and mouth. Done in a matter of seconds, then went to the shower. That really got to me, but I did nothing. After reuniting with my wife, she wanted to take a shower with me. I told her only if her mom said it was ok, so we did. I washed her hair and back, that is all. Could have done plenty more, but I was afraid her mom would find out and turn me in. She washed my back for me. One time riding bicycles we had just left the house riding down the hill she asked if I ever thought about us, this floored me, cause I thought about it all the time I told her yes, she asked what about I said only bad things, then I recovered and said like losing you or something bad happening to her. Not hearing what she wanted, she dropped it. After she had children and nursing them, her breast got quite large, and I was obsessed with them, and I am sure she knew it. When she was about 25, I asked her to let me see her nude. She refused. I was 35. A car hit me on my motorcycle the next year and had my left leg amputated. We had been going on vacation to Hilton Head with her family, and another family that were friends with them. She has bigger tits than my daughter, while everybody went to the water park I stayed at the house we rented and went to my daughter’s bedroom looking for one of her bras to see what the size was and I did, it was a 38DDD. I made sure no one could tell I was in there. I was so nervous the whole time, Never thought to look for her friends bras. Big missed opportunity. After that I went to online dating sites looking for women her age with big tits and asked to see them. It floored me with the number of woman who would send me pictures of their breasts and full frontal nudes. After worshiping women and putting them on a pedestal, I was shocked at how slutty they were. I changed my attitude towards them and started to be a little less respectful towards them. But still did not have the nerve to ask to see their breasts in person only on the web.

Then I met Charley at a bar, no less. He noticed me ogling a woman with large breasts. Now we were both pretty well intoxicated. He said mind control man, anyone can do it. I’ll show you. He started staring at the woman with the big tits and soon she came down to where we were, rubbed on me with those monsters, and asked how do you like them now? I saw you looking at them. I bet you would like to handle them, wouldn’t you? Then she got a confused look on her face. Saying I don’t know what got into me, I only had two beers. Please excuse me sir, I am not like that. Then, looking rather funny, she took my hand and placed it on one of her breasts, told me to squeeze it, saying I bet you felt nothing like that before. Her nipples got hard, especially the one I touched. Made an excuse to go back to her woman friend, saying see you another time sweetie. I looked at Charley and said did you do that; he said sure did, buddy. The bartender came down to me, asked if I wanted another beer. He said that he and other guys had been trying to get her to loosen up but to no avail, and my drinks were on the house the rest of the night. Charley asked if I could get her to show her tits. Could he have free drinks too? Sure thing, the bartender said. Charley looked down her way, and she said something to her friend, getting off her stool and coming to me. She said I like you. Do you want to go to a motel with me? Not tonight I said, drank too much. But I sure would like a rain check. She asked the bartender by name for a pen, then wrote a number on a napkin and Jane. I assumed that was her name. Then went back to her friend and reached back and unhooked her bra, pulling it out through the sleeve of her thin sweater, her nipples immediately popped out her sweater, she looked at me and pulled her sweater up showing the most awesome juggs with dark nipples and areola. I have ever seen. All the men in the bar that saw her, hooped and hollered, but she pulled it back down, chugged her beer, and she and her friend left. With juggs swinging and bouncing out the door. I looked at Charley and said can you teach me how to do that. He said probably, but not here, we would need to go somewhere private and be sober. I wanted to try it on my daughter.